It is a week today since we celebrated the life of our baby girl. We spent the three weeks between Lily's passing and the service to prepare for a time of closure. We wanted the day to be special, full of pictures, pink tutus, bright colors and fun memories. Most of all, we wanted the day to speak to those who came and lift up their hearts as they mourned with us. It's amazing to step back and look at how through events like these, God's blessings flow freely. Michael and I have been flooded with support, prayers, cards, gifts, donations and love...we thank God for that. We have had so many family members and friends that came forward to help make this celebration exactly what we wanted it to be.
The church was cover in poster size pictures.
We creatively used ALL of Lily's 55 headbands!
We had displays of fun memories with Lily, and of course her tutus and bathing suit!
The food was fun and delicious...we had a pink and zebra theme!
We also made angel ornaments for everyone out of Lily's actual hand and footprints.
I felt a sense of healing while planning the service for Lily Grace. Don't get me wrong, it has definitely been a roller coaster of emotions! I can go from laughing to crying in a matter of seconds, but it is all part of the process. I have a friend that recently lost a baby to Zellweger Syndrome tell me that it is the quiet time after the planning that hurts the most. I noticed this week that she was right. Although we have had a busy week with all of Michael's family being home, there were a few nights when I laid in bed and it hurt. I am beginning to realize how much I really loved her and miss her. I would do anything to hold her again.
There are many ways to deal with the loss of a loved one. I feel as if writing this blog is therapy to me, never in a million years would have I thought of doing this. I made this public because it is my way of keeping the lesson I learned about my little girl alive, I want to help and inspire others. I am excited to see the future that God holds for us, we are doing well!
