It is a week today since we celebrated the life of our baby girl. We spent the three weeks between Lily's passing and the service to prepare for a time of closure. We wanted the day to be special, full of pictures, pink tutus, bright colors and fun memories. Most of all, we wanted the day to speak to those who came and lift up their hearts as they mourned with us. It's amazing to step back and look at how through events like these, God's blessings flow freely. Michael and I have been flooded with support, prayers, cards, gifts, donations and love...we thank God for that. We have had so many family members and friends that came forward to help make this celebration exactly what we wanted it to be.
The church was cover in poster size pictures.
We creatively used ALL of Lily's 55 headbands!
We had displays of fun memories with Lily, and of course her tutus and bathing suit!
The food was fun and delicious...we had a pink and zebra theme!
We also made angel ornaments for everyone out of Lily's actual hand and footprints.
I felt a sense of healing while planning the service for Lily Grace. Don't get me wrong, it has definitely been a roller coaster of emotions! I can go from laughing to crying in a matter of seconds, but it is all part of the process. I have a friend that recently lost a baby to Zellweger Syndrome tell me that it is the quiet time after the planning that hurts the most. I noticed this week that she was right. Although we have had a busy week with all of Michael's family being home, there were a few nights when I laid in bed and it hurt. I am beginning to realize how much I really loved her and miss her. I would do anything to hold her again.
There are many ways to deal with the loss of a loved one. I feel as if writing this blog is therapy to me, never in a million years would have I thought of doing this. I made this public because it is my way of keeping the lesson I learned about my little girl alive, I want to help and inspire others. I am excited to see the future that God holds for us, we are doing well!
Thanks for sharing. Once again you bring honor to your God, your husband, and of course to Lily and her purposeful little life every by the way in which you walk out your faith amidst your grief. You are a blessing.
ReplyDeleteI am truly inspired by your strength and faith. Lily Grace was truly blessed to have you and Mike as her Mom and Dad. She is smiling down on you as she is cradled in the arms of Jesus.
ReplyDeleteOnce again, you both opened your heart up to us and let us in.
ReplyDeleteI can just see Jesus opening the book of LIFE and there is her name
LILY GRACE CASHMAN with the biggest star right beside it.....and as you look up tonight into the heavens, you will see the brightest star that shines so bright, and then you know it is she..............
The service was very touching and beautiful. It brought tears to my eyes. Not so much that it was sad, but that you could feel the love overflowing. The readings, the songs, the pictures.......all to show the love that you felt for the special gift you received from heaven......Lily.
ReplyDeleteShe is always in our hearts! The strength and courage and love you have shown through this proves God is in the midst of this all. I love you! Can't wait to see you both again. We will see Lily in heaven again. I know she is dancing with Jesus and He is taking very good care of your little girl :)
ReplyDeleteLily Grace was so blessed to have you and Michael as her parents. Your faith and strength continue to inspire me, Mandy. Love and hugs from the Wileys!
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